58 Days till we get Hitched

So the other day I realized (actually theknot.com told me) I only have 60 days until my wedding. Holy cow! How did the time go by so fast? I feel like we just got engaged a few weeks ago. Perhaps that is because since we have been engaged we have spent less than 6 weeks in the same city.

Not being together makes planning a wedding a little difficult, mostly because Ryan has opinions. If he didn't care about any of the wedding stuff I could just do whatever I wanted but since he cares everything goes through me and then him and then a discussion and then eventually is decided.

But the thing I miss the most about spending this time apart is the excitement of being engaged. Ry and I completely missed being able to run around and "flaunt" our engagement. We missed being able to be giggly and cute and silly. That's not really our personalities anyway but I would have liked the opportunity. We will get to spend the final 3 weeks together so that should be fun.

I've had a few job offers for the spring but they are all another tour. Ryan and I have decided that I shouldn't tour but finding a "at home" job makes me nervous. I guess we will see how things turn out.